Nag-iba ka na. Ang daming nagbago. Hindi ako demanding, pero hindi ka na ganun ka’sweet sakin. Bakit? Gusto ko lang naman kahit once a month e makatanggap ako ng long message. Kaso ngayon, kailangan pilitin pa kita. Ni ‘goodnight message’ nga napaka bihira na lang e.
Anyare? Nakakapagod mag-isip kapag ganitong may sakit. Puta.
Tang ina lang talaga. Sige, wag mo ko pansinin. Halos mamatay na ko dito dahil sa sobrang panghihina, ni hindi mo man lang ako kamustahin. Tapos puro ka tweet dyan sa mga babaeng yan. Bwiset. SALAMAT!
I miss when I was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and I couldnt go to sleep because I was so excited. I miss being so into a book that I would stay up past my bed time reading it. Everything seems so bland or something idk. I’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. I miss wanting to be awake.
Let me be your:
7am morning fuck before you go to work
Midday text, letting you know that you’re on my mind
5pm cuddle after a long days work
11pm rough fuck as i pound away the frustrations of your day
2am soft whisper in your ear, as i tell you “i love you”
when i turn on the ceiling fan and it goes too fast, i feel like it’s gonna fly off and kill me